it was december d 30th, a day before new years eve and a day before the new year.

looking out through his windows, star gazing, he wondered for hours about what he has achieved in his last 16 years of his life and what would be installed for him ahead. He was all alone. Thinking hard, he tried to string together past memories of his, good and bad. Technically he was trying to relive his past again. The clock stroke midnight. *moment of silence* It was new years eve, and in less than 24 hours to go, it would be a whole new beginning. "WOW", he thought, time actually flies. He had now lived for 504576000 seconds( plus minus).

How am i going to live my life next? .................................

Its up to you to choose the ending. Do not think of this as some kind of lame joke. Try to put some thought into it. And maybe, just maybe you will find your whole life a lot better.





Actually, i thought of finishing it but im just to lazy(still gotta long way to go). Forgive me.
and have a

HAPPY NEW YEAR, 2011

the feeling is back, why?!?

and i thought it was gone

i think i'm in love....

no.9

**** you....i don't mean to be rude but, yeah sorry

have a good night =D

Suicidal

things just get worst and worst do they....

I'M SUCH A FAILURE!...
I'M SORRY...

btw, CHO CHANG IS HOT/PRETTY/CUTE.....anything, you name it!

thx, bye

what up, the blog is kinda coming to an end and its only the what...7th post? but anyways

liveyourlife...happiness, fun, laughter
let me tell you something, its all bullshit
yea you have fun, you laugh hee hee haa haa
but in the end of the day, trust me its a downhill road..

wow, since when did life get this depressing...or maybe it always has been like this only i just realised, if i would just think straight and logically with my mind maybe i won't be feeling like this.

Emotions only mess around with you. Don't let it play you.

two black holes,
full of sorrow,
full of sadness,
full of darkness.

two black pools
shedding drops of water,
spreading sadness,
creating misery.

two black holes,
not being able to see,
not being able to be seen,
showing no signs of emotion.

i have no idea what i've just written, but screw la, live with it..embrace things as it is.
have a good night....
be good and good things will await you
be bad....just say byebye cause you will be going in the wrong direction............

5

hello there,

I've decided to put the no. of post as the title as it would make life easier and my blog so much more interesting....no? (cricket sounds)

ah-hem
EXAMS.....

ARE......

OVER.....

wow, exams are over, wow

don't you feel the excitement...

I've said it and I'll say it again
I didn't really study at all so technically there's not much joy knowing that holidays are here
Yes yes i know you will not believe me, cause all of you think i study like a mad dog but I'm going to stick to what I've said. Besides that, my results will show. SO...just wait for the results. They speak for themselves.

I'm 16 with a mind of my own and so do you. Time to make use of our hols.

Prefects camp
Interact BBQ party
District conference

alright, got some stuff going on till the 5 of Dec.......

then, then

I'm gonna turn sixteen, wow how time flies.....i was just a baby sucking on my thumb 16 years ago and now here i am. Life's just so amazing, ain't it?
Yes, yes....

11th December man...*hints*

Haha..then then I've yet to figure out what I'm gonna do. Maybe I'm going to go on a journey to find the person I really am. Hehe

Perhaps I'll just find a isolated mountain some where to "bertahannuth" and find the true ME as well as the meaning of the word LIFE.

.........................

Just that day, that feeling struck again
Inflicting so much pain
Through the deepest veins
I cry when i take the train?

fail.............

Just that day, that feeling struck again
Inflicting so much pain
Trough the deepest of veins
Seeing you looking at your beauty in vain

success...............

thank you, and early happy holidays!!
cheers..

P.S I'm still trying to figure out the chat box..=( hehe
and and if you visit, follow me la haha


alonelysoul..........

FINALS

Yes, finals is in less than 48 hours. Technically it already started with accounts on Friday, but officially its on 18/10/2010.....

Am i ready??
YA THINK?!?!?!?!

honestly, i won't be surprised at all if it goes really badly
deserve it, after all didn't put in any effort whatsoever,

oh before that, sofea and hui jan there is no cbox causeeeeeeeee i don't have a clue how to put it, i've tried but it was "seperti tikus membaiki labu" ( Bm paper on monday)..=DD

anyways, if you want to say something you can click comment =D ain't to hard right? haha

yesyes, back to finals

IMM'A GOING TO FAIL!!!!
HELP ME ALL GENIUSES OUT THERE!!!

honestly, i can't take this anymore.......
no
no
positive thinking
i ain't just going down like that without giving a fight
i will kick ass on monday, watch me

USAHA TANGGA KEJAYAAN
MELENTUR BULUH BIARLAH DARI REBUNGNYA
BELAKANG PARANG DIASAH LAGIKAN TAJAM
BAGAI PINANG DIBELAH DUA
SESAT DI HUJUNG JALAN KEMBALI KE PANGKAL JALAN
BAGAI ISI DENGAN KUKU

WISH ME LUCK...?
HAHA

THAT WOULD BE ALL I GUESS
CHEERS.

titleless

NO. 3

I wonder whether anyone knows of the existence of this blog, not something i really bother about anyways...

Coming to my topic of today

EGOISM

If you didn't know, i have a huge ego and when i say its huge its huge.
Appropriate pride in oneself,
Sense of self importance,
I see myself as king of the world and no one can change that,
I boast,
I talk a lot,
I insult(which most of the time are said in a jokingly manner, no offense intended whatsoever)
and I always want to be better than others.

that's me, so accept me as who i am?

moving on....

I admire those individuals that can come up with blog posts that are 5 pages long, and when i say 5 pages yes i mean literally 5 pages. Example, sofea, hui jan, jacie and etc......

well, lets see how long this one goes

just a couple of days back, or was it yesterday, a group of friends of mine were having a chat in class. Guess what was the topic- prostitutes, virginity you get the picture right? hehe..anyways, check it out, at the age of sixteen, well some of us are not even sixteen yet(me sadly) talking about these kind of stuff,

when are we gonna lose our virginity,
will we have sex before marriage,
do you know any prostitutes,
and so on...

isn't this the time where we talk about our future?, our ambitions? Kids nowadays I tell you, you'll be amazed with they can come up with. Nevertheless, this is THE AGE where we have raging imbalance hormones and high "curiosity" no?

haha, times at school are sometimes the best ever...SOMETIMES which is hardly 5% of the time in spent in school. Exams are coming, haven't touched a page yet and haven't completed the syllabus, therefore i can conclude

YEAR END = ABSOLUTE FAIL

although, I'm starting on my homework, no no, i'll rephrase that, my schoolwork which i think is something of an achievement accept for tonight where i'm sitting in front of this screen wasting time.

Its getting late so I think i'll call it a night,
until next time..



alonelysoul..........

POST NO.2

Hi peeps..how's it going?

Alright, check it out i have a friend by the name Sofea and she suggested that pokemon would be a good topic to blog about..

don't you rmb the times where you here the voice of ASH KETCHUM saying "GO PIKACHU, CHARIZAD I CHOOSE YOU" haha funny how we use to watch, read and like it. Classics i tell you.

Now now, lets not get carried away back to business..THIS IS A SOPHISTICATED BLOG btw!

The last i checked, its the school holidays, i mean RAYA HOLIDAYS!!! So how's it coming along for you guys huh? Hope its going well for you cause i'm enjoying my break from school...rmb LIVE YOUR LIFE!!

What's the language of love? Italian or is it french? or is it language of sex? its either one right...sooooo


Vis Miss Univers et Megan Fox, vous êtes la personne la plus belle que j'aie jamais rencontré dans ma vie

Listen

Read phonetically

Vite Miss Universo e Megan Fox, tu sei la persona più bella che abbia mai incontrato in vita mia


heh heh heh......

Hope you enjoyed this post =D

I'll try my best to update as frequent as possible, i'll try aite? =D
KTHNKSBAI!



Alonelysoul.......

hi everybody...

this is my new blog, a start of something new, a new life that is
its time to let go of the past and start anew.

time to realize that that's so much more to life than just school and so on..
so embrace life as it is and

liveyourlife.

thank you, good night.