why you emo all the time huh?? emo freak

well ppl, sometimes you just don't get how i feel do you, or what just happened or what i went through, well maybe i'm not that positive but if u dunno then don't make things worse la...

i guess i was hoping for too much....won't be expecting anything now, no more

erased from my mind...

my blog is going to be active again =D...

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BYE!

why why..........i feeling fucking stressed up now, lots of things going through my head and honestly on the verge of breaking down, like seriously i guess im not the type that can cope superbly well under pressure, cause im feeling like shit, living like shit, talking like shit and acting like shit. I thought school life is fun why is it turning out like this..huh?! why tell me why...euthanasia my moral teacher brought it up...im in a lot of pain now, can u please end my life??

damn it, i feel like going to an isolated island and live my life there

i feel like screaming my lungs out as well

i feel like breaking bones, honestly

school work's piling up

fcuk la....im swearing like nobody's business......nothing's going good, everything is bad, technically everything so yeah FML....and FML

thank you and have a good night.

HER

When I let you go one step further, my eyes overflow with tears
When you walk away one step further, more tears are falling
As you move away to a place where I can’t reach you, even if I reach out my hand
I can’t catch you, I can only cry
What should I do? What should I do? You’re leaving
What should I do? What should I do? You’re leaving me
I love you, I love you, I cry out to you
But you can’t hear me, because I am only shouting in my heart
All day long I try to forget you, but I think of you again
All day long I try to say goodbye, but I think of you
Although you went to a place where I can’t hold you, even if my hand reaches out for you
I can’t find you, I can only cry
What should I do? What should I do? I can only see you
What should I do? What should I do? I love you only
I am sorry, I am sorry, can you hear me?
Please come back to me, if it’s not you, I can’t go on
What should I do? What should I do? I only have you
What should I do? What should I do? You’re leaving
What should I do? What should I do? You’re leaving me alone
I love you, I love you, I cry out to you
But you can’t hear me because I am only shouting in my heart


will you ever notice me?

it was december d 30th, a day before new years eve and a day before the new year.

looking out through his windows, star gazing, he wondered for hours about what he has achieved in his last 16 years of his life and what would be installed for him ahead. He was all alone. Thinking hard, he tried to string together past memories of his, good and bad. Technically he was trying to relive his past again. The clock stroke midnight. *moment of silence* It was new years eve, and in less than 24 hours to go, it would be a whole new beginning. "WOW", he thought, time actually flies. He had now lived for 504576000 seconds( plus minus).

How am i going to live my life next? .................................

Its up to you to choose the ending. Do not think of this as some kind of lame joke. Try to put some thought into it. And maybe, just maybe you will find your whole life a lot better.





Actually, i thought of finishing it but im just to lazy(still gotta long way to go). Forgive me.
and have a

HAPPY NEW YEAR, 2011

the feeling is back, why?!?

and i thought it was gone

i think i'm in love....

no.9

**** you....i don't mean to be rude but, yeah sorry

have a good night =D