UNAPPRECIATED..

an answer to a comment my friend, dear miss ho hui jan posted in the chat box,

"why always so emo la"

simple answer, the only time i update my blog is when i am unhappy about something and in need to express my thoughts or feelings.

technically the less time i update the better right..lol

so here i am again..

honestly, this is one fucked up world where everyone just thinks for themselves. Its close to impossible to find someone that really cares for you besides family la, family is exempted.

friends, yea you may have close friends but those who will really really be there or back you up at anytime will come along once in a blue moon.

some friends are just fucked up, all they do is take advantage and you being a nice guy gets taken advantage off..so sometimes let go of the friend, just fuck him. Besides that, you know the times when you just put your trust in your friends and they just betray that trust. I just don't get it.

seriously feeling disappointed and pissed. but what can i do? thats just life and all i can do is accept no?

words of advice anyone?? help..

TEARS.

all time low =(

i wish i had someone to talk to now ='(

hey there,

teenagers have more stress than adults..one of the topics of my midterms

for now, in my perspective yea its true for now

i mean like yea adults have lots of stress

work, money, family, love

their three main worries

but we teens are no different

studies, future, friends, crushes, self-esteem

our five main worries

you feel me??

anyways, mid term break now but doesn't really feel like it..hmmmm

with parents pressuring you how is one going to enjoy your hols

i mean, isn't hols the time where u just sit back and relax

well thanks to spm thats something i think no form 5 can do

but still if you want to do well in life we gotta work

you get what you give. no?

its hard, i now kinda envy those rich bastards as they got nth to worry about since money is not an issue, they can afford anything..but well not everyone's born with a silver spoon..

good luck f5's

like my accs teacher says, spm is only a dot in the ocean but still its a dot that counts

so yea, lets kick ass.

=D

life is just miserable as it is...supercamp is up and feeling like shit for some reason, damn it

exam's are screwed up, one small mistake and the whole question's wrong fuck it man fuck it..

lesson : revise your work constantly and not just before exams

and for those of you who don't believe that i hardly study..fcuk you 2!

thanks bye happy hols

oh hi there...geez where do all these spammers come from..contaminating my cbox and making this blog look like _ _ _ _. fill in the blanks

haiya, why exams can't be ermm for example fill in the blanks or underline the correct answer?

hypothalamus and the pituitary gland not the functioning now...as well as the affectors and effectors along the...i forgot..

=.=

byeeeeeee

what up!!

haiyo, y life so busy ah....

gosh. life's hectic real hectic...hardly have time to take a break. even weekends are packed.mummy help me!!! but yeah last year in school(that is if i dont take form 6) gotta have fun eh?

haha

tennis mssd on monday, i cant believe im actually going =.= gonna make a fool out of myself but i'll do my best la so roshan please dont blame me? pweaseeee

gotta go sleep now. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

pessimism

things aren't working out so well...lots of things

its happening again...

your'e stuck in my head....come out! come out! i cant concentrate like this!!

yes i'm a lucky guy...

therefore i had a ok week..haha thank god things got better or...............................you fill in the blanks

however, it could been better....

i seriously gotta stop hoping....snap out of it boy

spm is nearing the corner

oh yeah just sat for my accs exam.....fail, this time seriously fail

i wonder if i have real friends that will back me up and be there for me all the time

why you emo all the time huh?? emo freak

well ppl, sometimes you just don't get how i feel do you, or what just happened or what i went through, well maybe i'm not that positive but if u dunno then don't make things worse la...

i guess i was hoping for too much....won't be expecting anything now, no more

erased from my mind...

my blog is going to be active again =D...

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BYE!

why why..........i feeling fucking stressed up now, lots of things going through my head and honestly on the verge of breaking down, like seriously i guess im not the type that can cope superbly well under pressure, cause im feeling like shit, living like shit, talking like shit and acting like shit. I thought school life is fun why is it turning out like this..huh?! why tell me why...euthanasia my moral teacher brought it up...im in a lot of pain now, can u please end my life??

damn it, i feel like going to an isolated island and live my life there

i feel like screaming my lungs out as well

i feel like breaking bones, honestly

school work's piling up

fcuk la....im swearing like nobody's business......nothing's going good, everything is bad, technically everything so yeah FML....and FML

thank you and have a good night.

HER

When I let you go one step further, my eyes overflow with tears
When you walk away one step further, more tears are falling
As you move away to a place where I can’t reach you, even if I reach out my hand
I can’t catch you, I can only cry
What should I do? What should I do? You’re leaving
What should I do? What should I do? You’re leaving me
I love you, I love you, I cry out to you
But you can’t hear me, because I am only shouting in my heart
All day long I try to forget you, but I think of you again
All day long I try to say goodbye, but I think of you
Although you went to a place where I can’t hold you, even if my hand reaches out for you
I can’t find you, I can only cry
What should I do? What should I do? I can only see you
What should I do? What should I do? I love you only
I am sorry, I am sorry, can you hear me?
Please come back to me, if it’s not you, I can’t go on
What should I do? What should I do? I only have you
What should I do? What should I do? You’re leaving
What should I do? What should I do? You’re leaving me alone
I love you, I love you, I cry out to you
But you can’t hear me because I am only shouting in my heart


will you ever notice me?